HEY I LOVE YOU :)

I Miss your Smiles in the rain :),
I Miss your warmth in the sun ,
I Miss your heartbeat,
I Saw you, you were with me holding my hand,
I really miss you,
When will you return ?
I want to say I LOVE YOU,
This guy i am talking about is real,
He is amazing and i wish he knew i was talking abt him :(

AMAZING CUTEE PHOTOS :)

YEA I LIKE IT WHEN YOU SMILE :)

LIFE IS WONDERFUL WITH YOU :)

LOVE THIS :)

DUDE ! WATCH OUT

LIFE IS TOO SHORT :)

SOOOOO EXCITED :)

CHRISTMAS :)

OH WELL....

Christmas comes again.. it's as if it never left :) I can't wait for the presents and the annoying relatives and the loads of pictures and the never ending friendship with family and friends :) Yea people it's a time for giving !!!! and we should not be selfish at all!. Well wht have been doing or going to do for this christmas season.. ermm let's see ..

1. Decorate the Tree

2. Wrap the 244 Gifts i bought ( an exaggerating no)

3. Wish all my friends and family

4. Go to church and youth! XD

5. Sing Christmas Carols

6. Actually memerise a christmas song to play on the piano.. YEEKS

7. BE HAPPY

8. Receive any terrible and uncaring gift with a smile

9. BUY MY BFFF A GIFT :)

10. Leave Milk & Cookies for Santa

WELL.... i think i am done ... i THINK heh. well have a great time gals :0

AMAZING..

YOU'LL BE MINE FOREVER AND ALMOST ALWAYS, AND I'LL BE FINE JUST LOVE ME WHEN YOU CAN.. CAUSE I WILL WAIT PATIENTLY HOPING AND PRAYING THT .. YOU'LL STILL CARE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET COUZ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY AMAZING COUZ.. I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY WITH THE FAMILY AND I WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS LOVE YOU MUAX.. ~! HAHAH HAVE FUN IN AUSSIE LAND :)

LAUGHING MYSELF TO BITS

OK OK i know it's mean but it's just supeer funny geraldine was just tellling me how ermm this girl calls her bf BUM and the guy calls her BUM BUM omg weih.. And the other one WAS FROGGY and FISHY cause of BIO seriously i am looking at someone's profilleee and laughing at the fact they rather say these WORDS PEOPLE! than say hi hun ? or how's it going babe ? or hi sweetie ? WHT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU PEOPLE.It's not like i am disrespecting you guys i am just saying that it is great entertainment for me to read. At first i told Ryan then he didn't get it than after like a few minutes then he was like OH OH !! i get it -.-. I mean i was just telling Gee tht it's like i thought saying sweetie pie was cheesy. BUT I GUESS I FEEL MATURED NOW. OH OH then after diverting and laughing histeracally Gee was BLOGGIN about Brokeback Mountain. opps hope i spelt it rite !! Gee would kill hahhah. Yea then we were talking about how Heath Ledger is like amazing in the scene. NOW Gee and I are like debating on gay rights... but we will know who would win tht rite ?? THIS WAS HER SPEECH : No actually its NOT against the law of nature
Research has shown that even in nature, homosexuality exists
Almost EVERY SINGLE SPECIES of animal in the world, there has been occurrences of homosexuality
How can something that occur in nature itself be AGAINST nature?
nerissa says:
HAHAHAH but the research ddin't put humans
geelato! says:
Homosexuality may be uncommon in nature, but it is certainly not against nature. Then i said.. BUT

There were no research against humans were there ??

THEN I SHE SAIDD....
You dont need to research whether homosexuality occurs in humans, it just does.
And actually, YES, they did try to research why homosexuality exist
But so far nobody has been able to come up with an answer
BTW, that's a nice hairstyle
I think it'd look nice on you

I asked her... cause i want to change my hairstyle HhhHAHAHAH

THINKING OF THOUGHTS

WELL, currently i am kind of thinking of things as a general person would you know as in wht they would want to become,jobs, affairs, relationships. It's just to much for a 17 or a 34 girl to take.. I mean what happened to those amazing guys that just loved you for you! and not the SEX. I mean if you go to America you can more of sex than a relationship, but i just feel tht Malaysia isn't my place. I HAVE TO GET OUT. not meaning education wise, cause i doubt i am that capable enough. BUT just leave and visit people MEN actual MEN, i am just tired and literally exausted about the life and for me there isn't any adventure anymore. Cause i am practically stuck in a prison hole here and my life is not FREE. Well i realised tht i mean guys and friends here are totally diffrent and i can't stand being here being ME here. I AM LIKE A SHELL AND I WANT TO GET OUT.